~We CaN OnLy pLaN~
Since it has been quite some time for me not updating this blog, finally i decided to post a new blog… heheh… i just realised how things have really changed since year 1988… of course my time line is from 1988.. huhu.. when i was in primary school, it was like crystal clear, where by i was certain that i would like to be a lawyer.. i can say, that the ambition had stayed within me till form3!! hurm… it was indeed a very long term vision.. i just can’t see any other career that will be suitable for me by that time… plus, my father was once a lawyer and he enjoyed his job very much!! besides, i was so talkative and love to argue with people… hey, that was why everyone really expected that one day i’ll be a good lawyer… i suppose..
apart from that, i had set my mind to further my studies in UK since i was really small… as small as standard one… hurm… my target was rather high.. hehe… CAMBRIDGE for sure… or maybe OXFORD… hahah.. my favourite subjects at that time were english and malay language… i don’t know why i targeted UK and not other countries… maybe, again, for the same reason, my father had studied there to take law after form 6… also, our trips to london surely encouraged me to go on with my dreams… yeah, not forgetting that i really wanted to go to the same school as my brother - mozac… heheheh..
BUT… as time passed by… the road didn’t seem straight and easy like before… there were many roads in front of me… asking me to choose the best road… i figured out that my favourite subject was actually MATHS!! heheh.. can’t deny that! i didn’t go to mozac, but instead a better school i suppose- sains selangor!! and, slowly… i wasn’t really fond of being a lawyer… instead, i would like to be an actuaries.. but somehow or rather, my father didn’t allow me to be one… maybe because the obstacles were just too much for me… then, i decided to become an engineer one day… luckily i love physics too!! huhu… but surely, not a doctor!! pleeeasssseee… hate BIO… sorry kak aini.. i know it’s ur life… hehe..
so, after spm, as planned, my father sent me to HELP UNI COLL to take A Levels eventhough i was reluctant to take it at that time… ya la.. everyone was enjoying after spm, but i need to study… of course i was so disappointed with my dad’s decision at that time… but as a mithali daughter(uhuk uhuk..), i went through it.. (with some complains.. hehe).. but after entering HELP, i realised that i was actually enjoying my life there.. no regretss!! eventhough not so many malays around, i succeeded in mixing around with the other races… they are just soOo nice and sweet… thanks to aruna, tammy, bee li, charmaine n the rest… love u all… i didn’t even feel left out.. ^_^
BUT of course, Allah has his own plans for me… as i was happy leading my life there, i got an offer from JPA as a scholarship to study in Japan… and of course, 2 years foundation first!! hehe.. after thinking deeply… i finally agreed to accept the offer… JAPAN?? hey, that is soOo different from what i had planned before… totally different… it had NEVER crossed my mind… not even once… funny, right? we can only have plans… but only Allah can determine our future…
hurmm… aiming for lawyer?? mozac?? UK?? hehe… that will just be ‘once upon a time’ story… NOW, i am so happy learning new languange, japanese for sure… never get bored… only feel like vomitting, with the quizzes which are almost everyday and the tests, at least once a week… weeee…. but no regrets huh~ even it doesn’t go according to plan, i still believe that this is just the best for me… ALHAMDULILLAH is all that i can say.. ^_^


















hey congratulations for the “japan-thinggy”. I think you’ve made the right decision. I like Japan. I don’t know, just happen to be in and read blog. Nice blog anyway. I wish I could have one too. Yeah, me too hate biology. Biology absolutely a pain in the a**. Ok, whatever you do, good luck!
aLifmunJi said this on September 13, 2005 at 5:55 am
hey, thanks alif for the comment!! huhu… at last, i have a gang that hates bio too.. wakakak… hey, do make a blog… it’s interesting ^_^
AfiqahAisyah said this on September 18, 2005 at 6:57 am
nahh.. i don’t think so. I’m afraid that my sisters and my bro found out and read it and tell the whole world about it. sounds pathatic but it’s true man.
Alif Munji said this on October 15, 2005 at 11:32 pm
hehehe… i think it’s ok for ur siblings to read ur blog.. they might be proud of u.. maybe.. hehe
nway, if u do make ur blog, i’ll surely read urs! ^_^
AfiqahAisyah said this on October 22, 2005 at 10:57 am