AfIqAh AiSyAh ^_^

it’s just not right. it doesn’t suppose to be this way. after being friends for quite some time, the friendship shouldn’t have ended just like (*snap*) that!

last week a couple of friends visited my friends and i in UM. actually that was the second time they went to 12th college but the first time they came, i wasn’t around. luckily i had the chance to meet them the following day. the funny part was they didn’t expect me to be there since they thought i was no longer in UM. sigh~ and they also informed me that many of my other ex-schoolmates thought of the same thing too. hurm… i wonder who had spread this weird news. so, attention please~ guys!! i’m still doing my foundation in UM with pekah, yatie n ema. please don’t forget that ok! ;-’(

okay, to get back to the prologue, we shared a lot of new ’stories’ that night. and i was shocked to hear that this particular friend of mine,A, had a fight with his very own best friend,B. they had been the best of friends since secondary school and it’s pitiful that they had declared an end to their friendship. and do u want to know the reason why? owh… i’m sure u don’t want to know… but the main thing here, it is INDEED very very sad not to be friends anymore with your beloved friends. is it true, that friends actually ‘come and go’? if it is, u should put your fingers cross everytime you’re making new friends. it is heartbreaking when one day u are very closs to each other and the next day u are just like complete strangers.

however, i cannot agree more when people say that this is actually a normal phenomenon. i feel sorry to those who treasure friendship so much and get really upset when their friends ‘neglect’ them just like that. especially in this kind of situation—> X likes Y more than friends, but Y just doesn’t feel the same way. when X expresses his/her true feelings, Y rejects rather kindly(might also be harsh sometimes) and there goes their so called ‘long lasting friendship.’ Y wants them to be just friends, but X cannot accept it. it sounds familiar, doesn’t it? it might had happened to ur friends, or maybe to urself.

in this kind of situation, normally people will feel sorry to X. which i feel the same way too. but, deep inside me, i really bleed for Y for losing such a good friend like X. well.. why? let’s see.. it is very clear that Y has X to share everything with when they were still friends. but after this ‘confession’ incident, everything has changed. they might not be contacting via phones anymore, and not to mention in real life. if they do, it’s just not the same. hurm.. a few fake smiles , maybe? frustrating isn’t it? sometimes, people DO miss all the sweet memories created in the past. it doesn’t matter whom they were with in those days. the utmost important thing is the things that they have gone through together.

i’m sure there WILL be someone who does not agree with me. but if u do care about ur friends, no matter towards the same sex or not, u will feel the same way i feel in this matter. i do hope that people can face it, and go on with life even after being rejected by someone. %#*!!owh, i have been craping a lot haven’t i?! huhuhu… it really is heartbreaking to end a friendship because of a small matter. (yeah2 i know… it isn’t as small as it seems… but oh well..~)

p/s: this has nothing to do with my friends, mr.A and mr.B. well, since they are both male ;p

till then! daa~

~ by afiqahaisyah on September 16, 2006.