babbling
my brain is slowly getting a bit burned as i have spent my entire day in my small house. exams are just around the corner and that is why! or else, i would never want to be stuck in here with books and more books especially on weekends. and now, my mood to write a blog is back. haih, why is my mood only comes during weird times. okay2, i will just make a short write-up and continue studying. hopefully!! 
these past few weeks have been a quite a hassle to me as there are a lot of reports to be done and not forgetting that my final exams are starting in just a few more days. everytime i got a little bit pressure i tend to remember my family. it is hard for me as they are not anywhere near me to console me like they always do when i was young. all i can do is to give them a tinkle once in a while. just by hearing their voices have made my day. to know that they are still living healthily is all that matters.
however, i have to learn to swallow the fact that i have to continue life no matter how much painful it is having my beloveds very far from me. i have now learned to appreciate those who are near to me more than before. like, so much more! i am more than grateful to be here in kobe as i can proudly tell everyone how happy i am to have my fellow kobeians just like my own family. though we all come from very much different kind of world, we are so much like sisters and brothers here. helping each other is not a rare thing to us. every little thing we have done together has been so meaningful to me.
there is not a single day that goes by without me having the broadest smile on my face. i really am happy to know each and everyone of u here. in a few more days we will know our new junior(s) from malaysia. and whoever u are, i am more than happy to welcome u as a new member in kobe! ^_^
(today is the farewell dinner for kak leha n encik ashraf but i am quite busy that i couldnt join them. just wanna say thank u to kak leha n encik ashraf for everything u have done to us. may allah bless u n i hope everything goes well in malaysia!)
i better make a move, but before that, i would like to wish everyone all da best for kimatsu shiken(final exams). may the force be with u! =)
jyaa~
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