AfIqAh AiSyAh ^_^

9th of march 2006

exactly at 10.15 am, we ended our final examinations.. which also means, it’s our last day as first year students.. that afternoon after the meeting in DKA with our teachers, jua, rifa, izuddin n i went to mid valley to buy some stuff for our class party.. yeeahaa!! we bought banana chocolate cake from secret recipe, took our order from pizza hut and bought some junk food + the plates and cups… rifa n izuddin who voluntered to follow us, were a big help at that time.. everything went according to plan and we made it to class at 5.40pm… (sigh~ actually a bit late from our initial plan)… but still earlier than Katsuda Sensei, who had a meeting with other teachers that evening.. the party started a bit late… at 6.10pm… we started our ceremony with candle blowing by Katsuda Sensei(going back to nihon in a few days), Tanibuchi Sensei(celebrating her birthday the following week), and jua(apsal name ko nih? hahah.. -celebrating her birthday the following day).

we had sate, pizza, banana chocolate cake etc etc… it was a really enjoyable party!!! seriously, no kidding! the most touching part was when Katsuda Sensei gave her speech and not forgetting the time when we gave her a big card… isk isk isk…

eventhough it was just for short period of time, we still had fun n enjoyed every moment we spent together that evening.. to all N4 students, i love u all and going to miss all of u!!! watashi tachi no koto ga wasurenai de kudasai!! muuuaaahhx to all…

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24th of January, which was a Tuesday, Mala, my ex-dormate from science selangor came to visit pekah, yatie, ema n i here in UM. she slept with us in my room till friday. for 4 days and 3 nights, many things we did together that could refresh our memories in our beloved school especially when we were in f5. she came here after we had finished our lectures at 6.30 pm. thanks soOo much mala for bringing some pisang goreng and of course keropok lekor. it reminds me of the times when u bought us a lot of keropok lekor from ganu… waaa… miss those times… i want to sit in the middle of the dorm and eat keropok lekor with the rest of our dormates…

it was great to chat with u after a very long time u disappeared at KMK. seriously, it was pretty amazing that i didn’t fall asleep in the class the next day eventhough i didn’t have enough sleep… hahaha… i guess i was the one who talked a lot… u really are a good listener… thanks mala!! we did many things together for just a short period of time, didn’t we?

-we shared many stories together

-we accompanied yatie to the clinic

-pekah n i taught u japanese

-we accompanied pekah for her practice(band)

-u followed us to the rehearsal

-u accompanied me to see mr. u-know-who

-we spoke with Add using pekah’s phone n expecting him to visit us, but he didn’t… sigh~

-took a lot of pictures together

-watched the finale for ‘malaysian most beautiful’ with my other friends

-it really was my first time to explore UM, n no doubt, i did it with u… haih… now i know where BSN is… heheh

-we went for tea and watched a chinese drama together

another great memory we had created, and i won’t forget it for the rest of my life… u are always welcomed to come again to UM… also, thank you very2 much sebab sangat rajin mengemas our room… heheh.. n, sorry coz i was a bit ganas while sleeping.. heheh.. tak sedar!! saat2 terakhir ko kat UM tuh memang sedih ma… we were very reluctant to separate from each other.. if we had the choice, we didn’t want to stop the taxi to pick u up… i would rather continue with our short ‘video’.. hahahahah… pekah n i couldn’t stop laughing when we watched it again.., memang aku salute ko aah… you’re such a fast learner… i’m impressed because just in 4 days, many japanese words u have remembered and not only that, u actually remembered some of the AAJ student’s name too!! wow!!! lets give a big hand to mala!!! hehehe.. mala, ii kotoba dake tsukatta hou ga ii yo! …..hontou des ka?…. hahahaha…

kay mala, if u happen to read this, just wanna say, i miss and love u soOo much!! muaahxx!!! peace out! p(^_^)q

On the orientation week, we, the RPKJ students, sat for an English test to determine our Tutorial classes. After the result was pasted on the bulletin board beside the office, I got to know that I was placed in M1 together with Ain, Hatta and Hairi my ex-classmates of N2. As planned, I sat beside Ain and she was the only person that I could talk with on the first day. I didn’t really know other people besides Ain, Hatta and Hairi since it was still the first month. I didn’t like this class at first because I kept on comparing M1 with N2. Obviously I love my classmates in N2. There are many interesting characters in that class such as Neng, Toy, Ain, Pae, SaFF, Haru and etc etc. Attending Japanese Class was my favourite moment at that time. And I just hated when tutorial time arrived. Answering the questions given from the tutorial question papers was also a good reason to be hated. However, as time passed by, and I got to know each and everyone in M1, I realized that I actually got the opportunity to make friends with the best people in AAJ. 25 people in a class with different kind of people and characters. From the most front to most back seats, each and everyone of them has a quality of their own. We don’t care from which part of the country we come from, we are assembled in one place and have the same mission, that is, together we fly to Japan and come back to serve our beloved country. Now, let me introduce the people of M1:

Adam- known him since small ; ) very quiet, the opposite of me… but diam2 ubi berisi.. I just love the way he recited the poem the other day. Ino- hyperactive ex-president of AAJ, friendly, and a very2 nice person…Ino, sedih because I haven’t been to ur house even though ur house was not far from mine, of course when I stayed in ttdi.. now, no more ttdi… Kamarul Arifin- loves to ask questions to the tutors, Roha’s jambu(from what I see… heheh) and the doa reciter of our class. Rahman- very quiet and has a very good innocent looking face.. sorry because I like to kacau u.. heheh.. jangan mare bro! ^_^ next, Hatta- yo man!! My ex-classmate of N2. very proud to have u in the class… best student for 2 times!! Not easy to be achieved!! Keep on studying u 1988 kid… hehe.. Eduan!! Lalalala… very tall and thin… has a nerdy look but don’t think u’re that nerd! Also, I would like to say sorry because, me and my other 2 friends, u know who, gile suke kacau ko… hehehe.. kinou!! I love the way u converse in english… surely u speak in English most of the time, right? Hey, thanks so much for helping me during lab time.. that day, thanks for sharing ur lab manual with me, and soOo sorry for accidentally taking back ur lab manual with me… Aaaa… tak perasan!! Heheh Faizal fikri: rarely talk with this guy here… from what I see, he’s an intelligent boy, really! He looks serious in his work.. I’ll kacau u one day!! Heheh… tungguuuuu… Megat: muga san!! Will be the MC for soubetsukai. With jannah? Hehe.. I remember having u in my group for ‘the apprentice’. Nice knowing u!! Rozainizam: the other person that I seldom speak with. He’s an intelligent person too!! Aghhh.. why are there soOo many intelligent people in my class huh?! Amar!! Ceh… nih mamat aa… he’s becoming noisier and noisier day by day… realized it especially after he became our class’ representative.. weyh, when are u going to give me a treat? U have promised me looooong time ago… tak abih2 asked for almond London from me… tak pe… just u wait~ harharhar Ri san! Li.. the only girl that give good respond during English class… thanks for being the life saviour.. hehehe… one day, I’ll join u k!! (ntah bile..) Didi@lidyana! Sarawak kara kimashita… Dewa!! Hehehe.. loves to call me nenek, besides li.. I love ur drawing… draw more often in my tapestry book aight? ^_^ Maya: a very hardworking girl… does all the tutorial by herself and can be very serious at times Aimi: I bet everyone in AAJ knows her.. has the cutest voice of all… no wonder everyone loves to tease her… Zatil!! Heheh… from her looks, she looks very quiet.. but hahaha… don’t judge a book by its cover… she can be very talkative… we can talk anything together… thanks soOo much for helping me a lot in studies- tutorials… ^_^ Jua: jua-san!! My deskmate in N4… ex-ssp, same as zatil… ceh, suke kutuk budak2 sains selangor.. really glad to have u as my buddy… u r just as crazy as me… huahuahua Ain-kechik: this cute lil girl… who is she? Hehehe… she sits beside me in M1… my very best friend in M1. Thanks 4 always being there… we can chit chat like nobody’s business.. sorry teachers!! It’s better to stay awake rather than to doze off in the class right? Heheh.. Haris: here’s another cute lil fella. Small yet so irritating… huhuhu… at first, memang tak boleh blah with this kiddo but now dah ok la… kuat merajuk, isk… loves to kick ain’s or my chair when he gets annoyed. Sorry dude!! Shazwan: haris’s best friend.. looks like dad n son when walking together.. shazwan, has a very sharp mouth… ouch, tajam!! Just talk to him n u will know… likes to ‘cari pasal’ with me… hahahah… I know I know… I was the one who started everything… Basha: aaaaa… really proud to have u in our class… dewa in physics! Not only physics, but also in other subjects! Basha, teach me will ya? Heheh.. hey, it’s nice to talk with u, especially with ur penang’s slang. Hairi: once, my classmate in N2.. looks quiet but can quarrel with me sometimes… wahaha… salute2… don’t bite any pencils again kay! Champton: also, Sarawak kara kimashita. Bidayuh? Heheh.. really good in English… I can say that puan nun looks high on u.. always gets highest mark in the small tests.. keep on talking in English, sounds weird when u converse in malay.. warharhar Lastly, mr zaidi: aaaggghhhh… this is Mariah Carey’s die hard fan.. almost everytime he holds a ‘kipas’ with him… panas ke pakcik? Heheh.. u really are the life wire of the class.. so does everyone else, but I bet it won’t be as exciting when u’re not around… huahuahua…

Hurm, I just love these classmates of mine. I just can’t imagine if we have to separate one day. All of you are the reason why I keep on staying in AAJ. Even though you guys keep on ‘kacau’ing me and things, I don’t really mind. Even though i had to read poem at the back of the class.. huh~ I also would like to take this opportunity to say thanks for everything. You guys rock!! This blog is dedicated specially to M1 students. Mmuuaaahhx to all!! ^_^

assalamualaikum to all~ firstly, just wanna wish, selamat hari raya, n maaf zahir batin… to all, have a pleasant hari raya k!! owh, happy deepavali too!! here at my place, it’s still 1st nov… huhuhu… right now, i’m breaking my fast while checking my mails, using my sister’s laptop.. thanks kak aini!! muah2.. it’s really a short fast! my watch shows: 4:35 p.m. wohoo!!! n it’s pretty dark outside!! i’m also waiting for the announcement for hari raya!!! hopefully  that it’s earlier over ere!! huhu… okay, i better get ready to check out the stalls n have a proper dinner… erks… i’m just afraid that my sweater is not thick enough, since it’s so cold outside… k, adios!!!

SaHuR, pUaSa, N bErBuKa In SaInS SeLaNgOr:

the best time ever!!!! even on spm week… heheh… thanks to my dormates yang best gile2… no matter how tiring the days were, we went through those times happily without thinking of anything which can make us feel down or sad…

sahur… woke up at 5 o’clock in the morning… without taking our shower… sarung je pape yang ade… n waited for each n everyone to get ready.. it wasn’t that long!! yeah, it was not prep time where by everyone except me mayb, took a very long time to shape their tudungs… heheh… but 5a.m. in the morning was a different story.. nobody really cared about appearance… hurm… then, walking confidently, thinking that our faces were ready to face the world, we stepped out from our asrama.. n…, the best part was… our ‘gelak segar’… hurmm… we laughed n laughed without any reason b4 we entered the dining hall… huhuhu.. that was just a strategy to keep us awake n to look ‘fresher’.. heheh… n it actually worked pretty well… ssshh!! don’t tell anyone about this secret k!! n while eating.. (with our ajinomoto n sambal belacan) we ‘usha’ the opposite sex n laughed together, seeing their lalok faces… memang muka tak mandi babe!

berbuka… the time to ‘rebut’ the best seats in dm… ceh, sometimes even the juniors dare to challenge us… hey, give some space to the super senior will ya? heheh.. poyos gile!! hehe… the food was okay… takde la tak sedap… quite nice gak… pekah! don’t forget ur favourite food.. dm’s kurma keras… u like it a lot rite? heheh… berbuka puasa’s moment was so meriah… tsk tsk… i miss the moment so much!! n hey, don’t be surprise that my dormates n i actually had our second round in the dorm with our own food… huhuhu.. macam ular sawa aah normally at night… hurm.. with the title super senior.. we, of course… didn’t always go to surau ar-rahman… heheh… surau perwira c0.2 was mociron the best place yet… sorry ain!! sorry ustazah!! n… sorry tanti?! heheh… we even once solat jemaah in the dorm with nadz as the imam… huhuhu.. b4 we started praying, we never forgot to put our slippers inside as langkah berhati2… u see, ustazah’s house was just two dorms from our dorm… what do u expect?? ^_^ hurm… that was our memory….

n now…

SaHuR, pUaSa n bErBuKa In UM:

hurm… don’t really feel the ramadhan fever… alhamdulillah right now we’re having our holidays.. i can feel it quite well here at home… huhuhu… in UM, its really like any other days… no difference with rejab or syaaban.. the only good thing is that we can do our solat terawikh together in dewan gemilang with new carpet n the hall is air-conditioned… huhuhu… nice feeling huh!

maybe i’m just having tough luck in UM coz i am placed with the senpai tachi(seniors) so i can’t break my fast with my batchmates.. everyday, i will be in my room, with yatie, my roommate… futari dake!! zannen desne!! nothing special n of course, no chance to get close with the rest… sigh~ that’s why i guess i’m a bit(i repeat, just a bit) quiet here compared to those days… gee… sounds weird huh? neway, i just hope the coming days will be much better n no more sob sob stories will be heard.. n i also dream that this year’s ramadhan would be just as exciting as last year’s…

Since it has been quite some time for me not updating this blog, finally i decided to post a new blog… heheh… i just realised how things have really changed since year 1988… of course my time line is from 1988.. huhu.. when i was in primary school, it was like crystal clear, where by i was certain that i would like to be a lawyer.. i can say, that the ambition had stayed within me till form3!! hurm… it was indeed a very long term vision.. i just can’t see any other career that will be suitable for me by that time… plus, my father was once a lawyer and he enjoyed his job very much!! besides, i was so talkative and love to argue with people… hey, that was why everyone really expected that one day i’ll be a good lawyer… i suppose..

apart from that, i had set my mind to further my studies in UK since i was really small… as small as standard one… hurm… my target was rather high.. hehe… CAMBRIDGE for sure… or maybe OXFORD… hahah.. my favourite subjects at that time were english and malay language… i don’t know why i targeted UK and not other countries… maybe, again, for the same reason, my father had studied there to take law after form 6… also, our trips to london surely encouraged me to go on with my dreams… yeah, not forgetting that i really wanted to go to the same school as my brother - mozac… heheheh..

BUT… as time passed by… the road didn’t seem straight and easy like before… there were many roads in front of me… asking me to choose the best road… i figured out that my favourite subject was actually MATHS!! heheh.. can’t deny that! i didn’t go to mozac, but instead a better school i suppose- sains selangor!! and, slowly… i wasn’t really fond of being a lawyer… instead, i would like to be an actuaries.. but somehow or rather, my father didn’t allow me to be one… maybe because the obstacles were just too much for me… then, i decided to become an engineer one day… luckily i love physics too!! huhu… but surely, not a doctor!! pleeeasssseee… hate BIO… sorry kak aini.. i know it’s ur life… hehe..

so, after spm, as planned, my father sent me to HELP UNI COLL to take A Levels eventhough i was reluctant to take it at that time… ya la.. everyone was enjoying after spm, but i need to study… of course i was so disappointed with my dad’s decision at that time… but as a mithali daughter(uhuk uhuk..), i went through it.. (with some complains.. hehe).. but after entering HELP, i realised that i was actually enjoying my life there.. no regretss!! eventhough not so many malays around, i succeeded in mixing around with the other races… they are just soOo nice and sweet… thanks to aruna, tammy, bee li, charmaine n the rest… love u all… i didn’t even feel left out.. ^_^

BUT of course, Allah has his own plans for me… as i was happy leading my life there, i got an offer from JPA as a scholarship to study in Japan… and of course, 2 years foundation first!! hehe.. after thinking deeply… i finally agreed to accept the offer… JAPAN?? hey, that is soOo different from what i had planned before… totally different… it had NEVER crossed my mind… not even once… funny, right? we can only have plans… but only Allah can determine our future…

hurmm… aiming for lawyer?? mozac?? UK?? hehe… that will just be ‘once upon a time’ story… NOW, i am so happy learning new languange, japanese for sure… never get bored… only feel like vomitting, with the quizzes which are almost everyday and the tests, at least once a week… weeee…. but no regrets huh~ even it doesn’t go according to plan, i still believe that this is just the best for me… ALHAMDULILLAH is all that i can say.. ^_^

hi! i’m back again… writing this blog in midnight… when everyone is fast asleep… hurmm… what am i supposed to crap again? oh yeah, about the life i’m leading in AAJ… huh~ to tell the truth… the life there is really2 tiring n taihen… hurm.. however, on the contrary, i just love my life there…really, no joke… full of excitement!! hehe.. to me, every minute is just so enjoyable n exciting… but!!! of course there are some bad experiences that make me feel like going out from AAJ…(maybe, only 0.99 %) well, basically, i gain new experience there… meeting new faces with different characters brings us a step further in living in this world…

i can’t deny that everyone in AAJ is very hardworking and intelligent! that’s just awesome!! but something that i really can’t understand is that why are there such people that can be a real pain in the neck?? intelligent yet no PR. gee… i pity them so much… just imagine, how i got so fed up with my friend… i asked her on something, n of course she’s just so smart that she can give me the answer… but!!! however!!! the way she explained it to me was so irritating n frustrating… she made me feel so stupid… okay, let me blow it up… she said something like this: "la… tuh pun tak tau ke… kan kite slalu gune…," what the…….. can’t she use other way to teach us??? that wasn’t the first time.. she had done it quite a few times!! i was not the only person she treated like that… almost everyone who asked for her help will get similar treatment… gee… come on la… buruk perangai aah wey!!! huh~ i really get annoyed with people who like to show off… especially on their intelligence!! hehe… sorekara, we also hv boys who like to show off too.. again, on how intelligent they are… huhaa~~ bosan seyh!! but, in that case, dah lali!! boys from sc. selangor were like that too, before!! heheh.. no big deal, isn’t it?

hurm… what about those people who can really humilliate people in front of everyone?? grrr…. really don’t like it!! but i don’t know the proper way to show them that i hate their way… sometimes they might think that i’m not serious when i try to tell them off… yeah yeah.. just because i like to laugh n don’t get angry that often… but please!! don’t take advantage of me!! once i say i don’t like it, it’s final! i just hate it!! do not embarrass people sesuka ati la!! we have feelings too!! enough with the word blushing la weyh… not proper… it’s not for real pun!! as a friend, we should know how to differenciate jokes n real facts!! ayo, don’t get too excited when we tell some private n secret stuff.. it’s just for fun, ok~ bukan betul pun!! hurm… mayb, my ex- schoolmates can understand me better in that kind of matter.. but then again, it’s ok… baru kenal, kan! huh!! enough with this ‘melepas perasaan’ session… so sorry if some people out there ‘terasa’ with this blog… didn’t mean to hurt anybody’s feeling… i just want to tell that i really would love these stupid things to stop.. ^_^ sumimasen!

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hey, just can’t believe that i have created my own blog!! huhu… nothing much to type out… just getting sleepy now, coz it’s 3.42 in the morning… hahahah… it’s funny coz i seldom sleep very late… all my family members are fast asleep… kay, feel like joining them… going to the other realm… JOY! huhaaa..~

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